Saturday, May 2, 2009

Rain, Rain, Go Away

It's been raining since Thursday.  Steady rain. Light rain.  Driving rain.  Soaking rain.  Blowing rain.  Rain, rain, rain.  I'm ready for the sun to come out and cast its magic on my soggy rose bushes that are loaded down with buds.  I want it to quicken the grass seed we sowed in the back field, so it can hurry up and grow.  

A week ago I wanted rain, not sun.  It was dry and the ground was hard.  I wanted softer ground to sow the grass seed.  I wanted to stop wrestling cranky water sprinklers and have the garden and flower beds watered from the sky.  I want, I want, I want.
Isn't it just like we self-centered, sin-centered humans to want what we want, when we want it?  And right now, thank you!  Who am I to think that the weather itself should revolve around my wants and needs?  We need rain and we need sun.  God knows what we need when we need it, even if it's not on our schedule, in our plans, or anything we would ever choose of our own accord.  It's humbling.  We have to stop and admit that we don't see the Big Picture at all, even though we think we've got it all figured out.  We want to think that we're god-like; all-knowing, all-understanding.  But we're not.  We can rarely even see the Little Picture in correct perspective.  So, let's humble ourselves before the Lord, who sends us the sun and the rain in its time, who sends us all things in its time.  Help us, O Lord, to dance along according to your leading, according to your times, and not our own.  
"For everything there is a season, 
and a time for every purpose under heaven:"  ~ Ecclesiates 3:1

Friday, May 1, 2009

Here We Go a'Maying

On May Morning
By John Milton

Now the bright morning Star, Day's harbinger,
Comes dancing from the East, and lead with her
The Flowery May, who from her green lap throws
The yellow Cowslip, and the pale Primrose.Hail bounteous May that dost inspire
Mirth and youth, and warm desire,Woods and Groves, are of thy dressing,
Hill and Dale, doth boast thy blessing.Thus we salute thee with our early Song,
And welcome thee, and wish thee long.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Cakes on Fire!

Our grandson, Gilbert, recently had his 3rd birthday!  It seems like only yesterday that our lives changed with the arrival of this first grandchild, and here he is today, a 3-year-old Thomas the Tank Engine fan.  He had a Thomas cake, Thomas gifts, Thomas all the way around!  
"Oh, no!  Mommy has set the cake on fire!  Thomas might be burned!"
                                                     "Hm.... fire's pretty cool."
Gilbert makes a valiant attempt to blow out his candles.  This fire thing is really kinda fun!
Gilbert begins to unwrap the first of his Thomas toys while Daddy and Patrick look on.  Happy Birthday, GK, we love you!

Monday, April 27, 2009

First Fruits

This evening we sat down and enjoyed the first fruits of this year's garden!  We had a salad of lettuce, spinach, arugula, and the mildest little radishes.  Just tangy enough to go along the arugula.  Yum!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Psalm 42:1-5

As a deer pants for flowing streams,
     so pants my soul for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?

My tears have been my food day and night,
     while they say to me continually, "Where is your God?"
These things I remember, as I pour out my soul:
     how I would go with the throng and lead them 
     in procession to the house go God
     with glad shouts and songs of praise
a multitude keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my soul, 
     and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
     my salvation and my God.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Deep Calls to Deep

I love to body surf.  I grew up on the beach and had plenty of opportunity to practice, and I'm pretty good at catching a wave.  However, on occasion the wave would catch me.  Then down and round, and round and down you tumble in the wave, till you don't know which way is up until your face lands in the sand.  The power of a wave when you're in it's grip is awesome in the strongest sense of the word.  You realize who you are and what the wave is.  And sometimes that's how the power of God rolls over you.
"Deep calls to deep
     at the roar of your waterfalls;
all your breakers and your waves 
     have gone over me.
By day the Lord commands his
          steadfast love,
     and at night his song
          is with me,
a prayer to the God of my life."    ~ Psalm 42:7-8

The beauty of these verses has long haunted me, but it is only lately that I began to understand what the psalmist was saying.  There have been (indeed, are) occasions in my life when I've had no idea what is up, what is down, what is anything.  I only know that I am not (never were?) in control, and the best I can do is not swallow the mouthful of sand.  Or maybe I do.  But even as those waters break over me and I've lost all control of the situation, I'm not cut adrift.  I am indeed in the grip of God, and by day He commands that His steadfast love be with me, and by night He sings over me.  Therefore, I - and you - can have hope.

"Hope in God; for I shall again praise Him, my salvation and my God."  ~ Psalm 42:11b

Unlikely Beauty

Springtime in South Texas where I grew up is just glorious!  Texas wildflowers are an amazing sight to see along the roadsides, in fields, and stretching forever across prairie land.  You'll see Texas Primrose, Indian Blankets, Indian Paintbrush and of course, the famous Bluebonnet, among many others.  The citrus trees are blooming, too, along with gardenia and jasmine - absolutely filling the air with perfume.  But one flower you may not expect to see is the sunshine yellow bloom of the cactus.  It's always a surprise and delight to see them, because you just don't expect a cactus to be beautiful!  Even if you've grown up with them.  I am thankful for my Father's sweet reminder that beauty comes even from prickly, painful places.

So, I was surprised and delighted once more to see these cactus blooms in an email my brother sent this morning.  He found this beauty near Gregory, just northeast of Corpus Christi.  I hope you enjoy their beauty, too.